So, my dear Bear came here yesterday and we've had an awesome time. Talking about history, mythology and practical gardening and stuff. He's reading about Mayas etc right now, and I'm writing this since I finished reading a chapter of The Mammoth Book of Celtic Myths and Legends by Peter Berresfort Ellis. :) It's raining outside and I feel at home. <3 The cat is feeling a wee bit better, too, and we sat outside for a while with the cats (they, surprisingly, didn't rip each other's throats out!), reading, drinking coffee and smoking. I really love these kind of quiet, relaxed rainy days. Although they also make me want to go to the seaside for a long walk, finding seashells and enjoying the wind and rain - and then return back home to a good book and a big cup of tea.
I feel like myself when I'm with Bear, you know. I feel it's easy to communicate with him about my interests and things since he really understands them. And even though I can't yet understand all his interests as well, he's patient enough to explain things to me. I learn a lot, and I like learning. It's so nice just to cuddle and read, and every once in a while, yell "LUGH, YOU COCKY BASTARD!", and have the person laying next to you understand what you're talking about.
I respect him a lot. His kind, warm, patient heart and yearning for learning (rhymes <3).
Oh, I almost forgot.
Sex bruises = good bruises. I can't sit properly, but who cares. Three hours of merciless rutting was totally worth it. <3
I'm happy.
So incredibly fucking happy and at peace.
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