Hello again

Seems I'm really random with updating my blogs. Kind of annoys me - but then again, it's my life and my blogs and I will write when I have something to write and proper time to do it. And no one probably reads these anyway, so whatever. :D

So. I got a new apartment, which is absolutely lovely. Firstly for the reason that I don't have to share it with anyone. Secondly, because it's right next to a lake and little gardening place (I plan to get my own little spot there and grow some artichokes and shit)... The house itself is from the seventies and it shows but it's grown to me horribly although it's ugly as hell and in terrible shape. :D Dragged all my stuff here last weekend, and I still have one or two boxes to unpack, and a bit of cleaning up to do, but apart from that, I'm pretty much done. :)

I've been doing pretty good mentally as well, probably because I have lots of stuff to do (stuff that I'm actually motivated to do!) and my bf has been here since Friday and he really, really makes me happy as shit. <3

I feel like I just want to read and write and paint all the time. I have tons of ideas, but no energy to put those ideas into action because of sleep deprivation and shit. Sucks, really. I feel like I'm finally happy and energetic in a way but on the other hand I can't concentrate worth shit. Hypomanic episode going on perhaps, I don't know.

Oh. And I have a freaking desk. So I don't sit in my bed with my laptop anymore. I'm pretty sure my back will love me for this... :D

And my altar is pretty (although in the picture it's still a bit of a work in progress):