Doing better again

My mood swings seem to either be getting better or slower. Both are good, I really can't take the rapid cycling, it's pure hell. Anyway, I'm doing a lot better than when I last posted. Except for the fear of gaining weight that has come back, everything's fine. I haven't really been attempting to lose weight, although it seems I've been eating less without noticing. I just don't get that hungry anymore...

Anyway. We're at Suonenjoki with my boyfriend and I couldn't be happier. Watching movies (Hellboy 2 - The Golden Army is on now, and Iron Sky is next on the list), drinking and soon we'll be eating pancakes, too! :) I have to say, it's been a great Lughnasadh so far. The weather is perfect (soft rain, warmth) and we've been doing all sorts of fun stuff today...

...And yet I manage to feel fat.
Fuck my mind, I'm going to get drunk and eat and fuck him like there's no tomorrow. No way I'm going to spend the evening of a fucking harvest festival feeling crappy over a few extra pounds!