I'm okay

Just a few pretty little lines,

just a few years down the drain.

I feel better again, though. More attached to this world. I can think clearly. I won't start loving this pain too much like I did before, I promise. This shall pass, I know. I'm okay for now and will enjoy it as long as it lasts. :)

I just couldn't find the words for the things in my mind. You know, the silence you get when you thoughts are too tangled to become words. I don't get what drove me to this point, I don't get why I'm feeling so bad even though my life is as perfect as it gets. I'll just blame the chemical imbalances in my brain, hormones and general insecurity for now.

I'm okay.

Don't worry.